Sunday, April 19, 2009

i hate me

ik ik it's way bad to hate urself
i mean i hate ppl who hate themselves
but mayb if i could do jus 1 thing right
i woodnt hate mayself but too bad
every lil thing i do is wrong
it has realy bad side effects
i end up sadder then i was b4
and i cant handdle this no more
i'm jus stupid thats all there is to it
and i'm tired and bored all the time
im allways fake happy
i havent had a "REAL" convo
in lord knos how long and now here i am
at the edge! and i'm going insane
i'm so emotinal and moody and sad
and if the thought "allison wtf ur stupid"
runs thro my head 1 more time
i'll scream bloody 'efin' murder!

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